Someone please help me be sane again. That's all I want to know is if i can be sane again. Please help me. I feel like every time I go out there is always something bad that comes with coming back home. Some kind of mess I get dragged into. Some kind of problem I just have to face and deal wit. but you know what? I am tired of all of this. I am tired of all of these problems. Tired of just dealing with everyone that is going on here at home. What do I have to do to make everything better again? Do I have to kick people out? Do I just have to walk out leave and never come back? Do I just have to end my own self? I don't even know but I am really fed up with this.
Earlier tonight I come home from a few days stay at my friends house. It was a nice relax full visit. Played some games, ate some food, I had fun. Fast forward to I would like to say 11 PM March 7th I walk into the door and what do I see? Stuff EVERYWHERE, My mothers stuff all spewed out onto her side of the room, the kitchen a disaster and smelling terrible I would like to add that, Dishes on the table Dishes not put away silverware in a thing were you put cerea, something like this. Full of water almost with silverware in it. Who does that? WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT? I am honestly read to just loose my freaking mind right about now as I type this.
So what do I do all night you may ask? Well, I will be playing something to keep my mind occupied but I will be cleaning this stuff up. I will be up all night CLEANING not because I want to but because I HAVE TO. I mean, if your going to make a mess why don't YOU clean it up? I mean COME ON! this is just going to drive me to the brink of insanity. I'm not gona go into to much more in this one just gona make it short. but i'll post another tomorrow well later today explaining more and kinda just getting over this rant/ramble/vent thing going on.
"This Is My Story"
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